Tuesday, October 18, 2011


I really need to get away from kl for awhile. But where to? Thinking of uk to further my master. Hahahaha...such a long way of dreaming I am. Somebody plz slap me on the face! Pretty plz...like immediately!!!
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Thursday, September 15, 2011

Spell the word.

Did u put a spell on me? I never think of anyone like this before. #LoveShitOpsIMeanLoveSick
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Tuesday, September 13, 2011


This is too much. I want to run & hide. Forget all the sorrows. Left what's not belongs to me. I wish its all just a dream. Wake up!!!
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Can we work it out?

There's still have 'I need u' behind every single of my silence. 'I am thinking of u' even u are with me. 'I love u' but I never say it because I'm scared about how are u gonna respond. I don't know why I'm telling u these words. But for sure I really want our relationship works. I hope u feel the same way I do.
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Sunday, September 4, 2011

Learn to appreciate.

I want to love somebody without feels worried or second thoughts. Makes me forget how stupid and reckless I am, just be in love and nothing else.
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Wake me up when raya ends.
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Wednesday, July 6, 2011

When a girl that too naive for L.O.V.E shared her thoughts about Love

True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about and few have seen. ~Fran├žois, duc de La Rochefoucauld. 
 Lately I've heard many kinds of love stories from people around me. Happy endings, Horrible endings, No endings...just name it! Love did hurts...I've experience it many times (actually idk whether it could be love or shit...hahahaha).

 For those who have found their true love...congratz! And plz do cherish the love. Don't ever ever let it go away from u. If u trying or thinking wants to break his/her heart. U are moron! U sucks! And u will regret it someday! Then, when u realize it's all too late. So, don't! What goes around comes around! Relationship is about Love, Trust, Appreciation, Loyalty, Faith, Respect, Sincererity & Honesty (anyone who wants too add some thoughts? be my guest! ;p)

Those who are still searching, waiting or doing nothing bout it. Chillax! The time will come yaw! There's somebody out there for u. That's what God promise to everyone. We might not meet him/her here but in heaven.

For the broken hearted, hey...don't feel embarrased! I believe everybody had felt the same way u do. It's better to be broken heart than never feel the love itself. The truth is everyone is going to hurt u. U juz have to figure out who is worth the pain.

Always listen to your heart. It's on your left side, but it's always right.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Trust your instinct. Have faith on it. Listen to lil voice in your head. Do what your heart says. Pray for the best.

Real eyes realize real lies.
No one can defined who u are, Lady Gaga.

I'm agreed with her. Okie...I have a confession I'm very sensitive and emotional person. Hard to believe...isn't it? Yup, I looks so tough and emo proof from the outside. But in the inside I'm so fragile. When people hurting me and I'm bout to cry I always respond by showing some anger or be cynical to them. Sometimes I'm just laugh like nothing would hurt me. But deep down inside of me are falling apart.

What I really hates in life is when someone told me lies. Even it's white but it's still a lie. But I'll forgive them if they makes confession and come clean bout it. But if he/she cover it up with more lies and I knew the truth. That person will be such a dead meat! I'm not saying I'm gonna kill him/her. I leave it to God. I believe in karma. So, caution! U just buy a ticket to ride the karma coaster.

I've been used before by someone I really love and care about. It's sucks and hurts. I've been told with lies. I don't know why they did that. Maybe that's what they have been taught to live by take an advantage from others. They thought just because I'm a strong person so they have the right to hurt me. Too much pain will makes u grow stronger. Yup, I agreed with that. But, u don't have the right to hurt me all over again.

Thx a lot for using me.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Who's that lucky girl?

Am I really that lucky??? Err...when she said that straight to my face its kinda hmm...idk how to describe it. Is she jealous of me??? I'll be so flattered if she does. Hahahaha...sounds cruel! Stop it Lulu! U r not that dumb stupid! Trust ur instinct plz! U know they always right! Dun live on denial! Face it! And punch her face! Wowowowowowo...that's too dramatic! HAHAHAHAHA

Monday, May 16, 2011

hey hey hey peeps!

Sorry coz it's been a long long time I haven't updated my bloody hell blog. Well, actually I'm kinda typeless coz of the 'memories' that hunted me for months! I dun care if u think I'm being pathethic or what. But that's what I really felt. At least, I ain't lying to myself. Life's have ups and downs it's a circle I mean cycle! Lifecycle! That's the word! Okie...for the previous post if u notice it's kinda heartbreaking moment for me. Actually I don't want to talk bout E (now I named him as monkey...plz agree with me! haha) but only here I can express my feeling tho. If u feel this is annoying...stop reading! Hahahahahaha...just kidding!

Hmm...I don't know why I'm giving him a second chance. Usually, I didn't give my ex's a second chance. I'm too naive for L.O.V.E. (trust me!!!) I don't know if he really deserve this second chance but somehow and sometimes he show me that he's change to be a better person for me but mostly errrr...IDK! So, let the destiny decide for us. If he's never meant to be for me then let it be. I'll be fine. I can live without him...again.

Uhh okie...enough! It's bout me now!

Thx God I've finished my exam, thesis and studies =)
Right now I really miss to go to class and teasing my classmates. I <3 them! All of u! (VIP: Ieyra O'neil, Elin R, Nurul Ariffah, Carla Cluk & Nur Aniqah )  Since I've finished my studies I have to move back to my parents. I hate to say gud bye to my housemates! Especially to my bloody hell bff (u know who u r!) She's always be a supportive listener to me. And her name is Naira not Nera, okieeeee. HAHAHAHAHA

                                             * I'm gonna miss y'all!

Friday, January 28, 2011

I have to admit that u did makes me feel alright for once in my life

It's hard to start all over again. So it's better for us to remains as a stranger. I can't be with u...I have to protect myself. Sounds selfish but I had to do it for my own gud. It's the time for me to focus on myself. I hope u understand. I'll remember all ur advices u told me. I'll be gud but not for u. But for someone who worth it and deserve to be treat

Friday, January 21, 2011

"The boyfriend every girl would want"

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]

When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention] 
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]

- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
- DON'T let her have the last word
- DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her - because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
- Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"

*he already did half of this list but he couldn't finish it.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Life is Drama!

I don't understand why destiny allowed some people to meet, when there's no way for them to be together